Whats good...good people??? I know its been a minute...been a little occupied. Ok..so here's the scoop. Today was my 1st day @ Wachovia....it went really well... Im feeling it. I have so many opportunities to make incentives on top of my regular salary ..so you know Im really feeling that. Last weekend I went looking for an apartment...I found some that I like..so I should be ready to get my place by March.

....On a more personal level....Ella and I are...well we aren't. We just fell off. I mean one person can't keep things going... I guess he just wasn't that into me...but thats all good with me. It only made room for my true blessing..I met a guy named Elliott...he is ....hmmm..he is ....Im feeling it just put it like that.  ...

...I finally got ALL of my things from Cherie's house..I ended up having to blank on her..but oh well...its over..and Im so happy. Jamelle apparently got my email responding to him saying "FUCK ME"....he tried texting me some more BS..but that was all gravy..I wasnt even moved...which made him more upset. Oh well... If you must get revenge on someone..the sweetest is when they can't hurt you anymore... I just charge it to the game...LESSON LEARNED.

..Well....until next time..this is me and my truth....

What's good...good people?? Today..was pretty quiet. I just layed around all day..ate and laid around some more..and watched t.v....relaxing.  I have one more week to do me..be lazy or whatever else...until I become a working woman. I love the sound of it all. The b-day bash Fri nite was GARBAGE...but I did make $40 ..its pays to be fly.  A guy gave me $40 to buy drinks..for me and my girls. But I just pocketed the money..everyone was str8.

....Ella and I talked Sat afternoon here..and Sat nite there...before his game. I really like him and all...we seem to connect..but something is really bothering me. I mean sometimes when we both are online..he doesnt speak unless I speak 1st..or we dont talk on the phone unless I call him. Its irritating..and Im over it. So...if we talk..he will have to make the 1st move. It may sound childish to some...but no one wants to feel like they are putting more effort into something than the other...at least I dont. Im not putting him under the bus just yet. I dont know, maybe he feels that we dont have to talk everytime we both are online..who knows. But even if you dont want to have a long convo..thats fine..but dang a hello how are you is nice..without me having to pop it off. Also I HATE when I send him an IM and he just ignores it. Man..the more I type all this ish...the more I began to have 2nd thoughts about it all....We will see how the cards fall..but in the meantime...of course..the show will go on....

...Ok so Im sitting here in the office talking with my cousin Betty and I get a random IM from someone..I think I know who it is..but its pretty much says..sorry for everything...i pray all is well with you..i live out midwest now and i am the supervisor for the Department of Defense.. Come to find out..its a guy named Josh that I used to rock with for min. Im like  I really dont care if you had fallen off the face of the Earth....you are such a faded memory. Why do the guys I deal no matter all much time has passed always try to rebound..or let me know that they still kickin..I DONT CARE.... and have not cared for a LONG time. OK...(exhaling)

...I decided to drop my Marketing class...its too much. Im taking Managerial Econ..and that feels like 3 classes within itself. I will pick it up next quarter...maybe.

Until next time..this is ME..and my TRUTH....

What's good...good people?? I tell you this here xanga is so therapeutic for ME. I really could care less who reads it or who doesn't..I just know that its good for ME.  Anyway..today I shined a little bit. But I would be doing myself and whoever decides to read this a great disservice if I didn't talk about what happened last nite..OK ..so two of my girls and I went to Cherie's house and I FINALLY  got my ish outta there..all except for my dresser. Im hoping to get that Sat. But anyway Cherie had a major attitude the entire time we were there getting my stuff. I mean the friendship is so OVER..and Im glad about it..but Im so surprised that I haven't blanked on her...YET. I mean I was trying to wait until I got all my stuff..then let her know what it is. I mean she can check that tude...b/c ya girl will not have a problem with checking it for her.   I mean she has made me getting my things from her house very difficult for no reason at all. Im just glad that its just about over ...as soon as I get the last of my things ..my dresser. I may just let it ride..and not let her have it ...I will just have to marinate on that one.  ...

...Ok so I was able to pay my car note...YAY for me..so they will not be repossessing my sweet Malachi. Thank the Lord..and I was able to pay to get my car insurance re-instated today. Bless ya God. I can only see the sunrise...but thank goodness it shining ..and  its looking mighty fine. ...

I still have not been talking w/ Ella. I mean I guess he taking the death of his family friend really hard. I mean you can't be there for someone unless they let  you...feel me??? He was online today..but of course I didnt say anything. If he wants to remember not to forget me..then he can...Im still around..but of course FABULOUSITY waits on NO MAN. But for real.. I really hope he is ok..and he decides to still rock with me...if not ...then thats cool too. Oh....you know I got some juice for you...how about Jamelle tried to show his ASSets today. Ok..so Im getting ready to head out..and I decide to text him my finale...b/c we all know when it comes to he and I...its always a show. Im really over him..no love lives here anymore..sorry. I just want to make sure he didnt try to rebound in my world..like ALWAYS...so the only thing I said was that I was over him and the situation with us.. and that we should go our separate ways ..and that Im doing me..and like we both know he has been doing him..and that I hope he gets it 2gether. NO RESPONSE NEEDED.. OK so he is sooo predictable..he sends me a response saying F*CK U!!! REALLY FUCK YOU FEDORIA!!! Man ..that had to be the funniest thing EVER. I mean whats the point of acting like my feelings are all hurt. He can't hurt me...there are no tears to cleanse these pretty brown eyes as far as he is concerned. He has not a clue. And to say F*CK me..man that is the MAIN thing he couldn't do right...besides love me right. Anyway..I just texted him COOL...with a big kool-aid smile. He isn't even worth cussing out..ignorance is bliss for people like him. And the only reason he blanked..b/c he is not the one to take rejection well..and its hard to accept when greatness slips right through your hands.  I will be laughing all the way to the top. Anyway..Im finding that Ive been stroking egos of men the wrong way lately...oh well....karma is a what... B*TCH!!!!!! Im holding out...and holding on ...to MY  CHOCOLATE PRINCE....until then....MY REIGN WILL CONTINUE....(THE LYRICAL PRINCESS)....

....Im kinda hating...the 102 JAMZ Birthday Bash is tomorrow..and I won't be there. Well..at least my most important bills are paid. But I really did want to go. I went the year before last ..and had a ball. My ex- Jae who I met @ the bash the year I went sent me a message on myspace..saying he is coming this way today and wanted to see me.. Its good to WANT things... Sorry...336.775.**** will NOT be showing up on his cell. Its amazing how they keep coming back like the dogs they are...waiting for the REAL men to stand up.  I guess Im most hated B*TCH in Greensboro...and you know what...its ALL good. The trash has been taken out....and its not recycleable baby. ...

..I have class tonite..and I need to regroup...b/c this Managerial Economics is hurting the brain. I just need to focus..and I should be ok....

Until next time...this is ME..and my TRUTH....